Black out.

Yesterday, everybody who live gadong area know that there was a very scary rain going on.. It happened around 6.. until the thunder along with the lightning scare me out... the wind follow up. It was a very strong wind. 5 minutes after the heavy rain came.. our electricity goes crazy.. Kalip kalip uleh nya.. then another 2 minutes later, rumah pun gelap semacam. and yeah my sister went panic.. and my brother and i relax saja cos sudah biasa..

We wait for 20 hours but still nada yang datang dari orang elektrik.. (skip) until at 12 pm alhamdullilah sudah ada elektrik, and rupanya our pokok pinang punca our black out momment..

I heard ada this one guy got this sample from the hailstorm yesterday that happen di kampung ayer.. it was real small ice storm.. i read them di bru direct.. well its real to me.. how come ada di brunei? very curious I am now..

This is ME.

Ignorant.
Shy.
Keen.
Jelousy.
Lazy.
Supportive.
I love maths.
I hate teachers pets.
Smart in certain things.
I dont have many friends.
I am anti Social; but i wanted to be.
I hate being push.
I hate being critics.
I hate critism people.
I hate racism.
Not easy going.
Curiousity High.
I AM sensitive.
I hate BACKSTABBERR!
I hate people roll their eye on me.
I hate when people didnt pay attention on me.
I hate when people ignore me.
Brave. ( try me )
I hate bossy people.
I love short hairs.
I love green orange and yellow.
I hate ocean and lake.
I hate Shopping.
I love to talk to my self.
I love poem.
I love musics ( R&B , Acoustic , Techno and Rock )
I hate Suprise.
Open minded.
I love cats.
I hate REPTILE AND AMPHIBIANS.
I love junks food ( ice cream).
I love extream.
I love being motivated.
Serious.
Ambitious.
Loyal.
I love Books.
I love different.
I love Nerd and Geek.
I hate Gothic.
No good sense of humour.
Temper.
I hate being judge.
I gives people my respect to those who respect on me.
Can be trust.
Straight to the point.
I hate romance.
Cry-er.
I HATE LIARS!

Type of friend i love the most

;
Easy going.
Smart.
Talkatiive.
Hyper- super Active.
Critics me in a good way.
Not Bossy.
Friendly.
Open minded.
Caring.
Very Best pals.
Supportive.
Can be trust.
Funny.
Bukan PEMBUAL!

Type of Boyfriend i want

:
High in sense of humour.
Spectacles.
Talkkative.
Supportive.
Caring.
Not smoking.
Not drinking.
Religious.
Respect other.
Loyal.
Brave.
Cute.
Not over sensitive.
PENYABAR.Want me not because of just want to have sex !
SERIOUS IN RELATION.

My Holiday

My holiday wassssssssssss su*K. PLAN- to search for a part time job...IS FAILED! :( i can't find ONE. I SLEEP more than 5 hour a day, eat junk food, online Facebook, TV and nothing more than useless activity.
Today, my uncle asked my sister to- swimming pool. First, all goes very wellll.. and then SPAM!! I failed them... i didnt joined them which is - very annoying- me.. i guess my relation with them didnt goes well after that. i lock my self in my room and stay shut.*whatever*
This Friday ( 17.12.2010) makan 100 hari at my house which is a very busy day. Then, on January 1st, 2011.. my brother judgement day.. jk! my brother wedding day! ! ! should i happy ? NO. Because i gonna lose him as- Brother.
what ever i list here is nothing than -rubbish-.. YES?..

Better Than Revenge - Taylor Swift

Now go stand in the corner and think about what you did
Ha, Time for a little revenge
This story starts when it was hot
And it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right
There where I wanted him
She came along, got him along,
And let’s hear the applause
She took him faster than you
Can say sabotage
I never saw it coming, nor did I
Suspected it
I underestimated just who I was
Dealing with
She had to know the pain was
Beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who
She was stealing from

Chorus

She’s not a saint and she’s not what you think
She’s an actress, whoa
She’s better known for the
Things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon, she’s gona find
Stealing other people’s toys on
The playground
Won’t make you many friends
She could keep in mind
She could keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha

Verse

She lives her life like it’s a party
And she’s on the list
She looks at me like am a trend
And she’s so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And she thinks im psycho
Cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn’t what you
Wear or who you know
Or pushing people down to get
You where you wanna go
Oh, they didn’t teach you that in prep school
So it’s up to me
But no amount of vintage
Dresses give you dignity


Chorus

She’s not a saint and she’s not what you think
She’s an actress, whoa
She’s better known for the
Things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon, she’s gona find
Stealing other people’s toys on
The playground
Won’t make you many friends
She could keep in mind
She could keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha

Bridge

Im just another things for you to
Roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven’t you heard
Im just another things for you to
Roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I always
Get the last word
Whoa

Chorus

She’s not a saint and she’s not what you think
She’s an actress, whoa
She’s better known for the
Things that she does
On the matters, whoa
Soon, she’s gona find
Stealing other people’s toys on
The playground
Won’t make you many friends
She could keep in mind
She could keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha

And do you still feel like you know
What you’re doing
Cause I don’t think you do. Oh
Do you still feel like you know
What you’re doing
I don’t think you do, I don’t think you do
Let’s hear the applause
C’mon show me how much
Better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause you’re so much better
She took him faster than you
Can say sabotage

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I so want to give this song to her..

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

The day of doing nothing is come by.. and happy holiday people..

Chocolate

yesterday paper was O.K. mun di kata kan payah atu.. membari patah semangat.. Chemiistry Practical? O.K .

Back home.. my grann mahu BBQ.. so ber BBQ tia di luar rumah ah.. makan pun gelap gelap.. au mun termakan langau kah apa nada sadar.. nyaman...

Tadi di sekolah mcm apa! Batah menungu turn for practical.. Damia, Fatin and i kan tertidur sodah.. Oh yeah! masa exam yesterday.. damia lupa bawa IC nya.. Panik!panik! aku relax jaa.. mun ku panik.. memang gagar SMMenglait atu uleh ku.. kidding.
then alhamdullilah.. the teacher suruh meah exam. then after exam.. me and najah plann kan ke mum.. au.. mcm apa, awal awal mau ni.. sekali nya... inda tia jadi.. pasal aku naa tahan dah.. kan menhisi parut.. bukan nya dekat tu MUMS atu.. . 3o mins later.. Fatin. Damia and i mengidam kan makan Chocolate..ice cream and etc.. plan kan ke luar sekolah ke kadai kaling.. Takut takut jua kana patan.. mahu tapi takut.. demi chocolate.. ke kadai jua kami by the help of sii Mijah and Carmen.. maklum,, sii Mijah Prefect.. Alhamdullilah lapas jua desperate ku kan chocolate...

25 October, 2010

TODAY RUPANYA I GOT AN EXAM!!!!!!!!

huh.. i tought today nada exam.. well it just BM2.. i wish it will be easy than i tought it was... 3 more hour to go.. before im setting my exam.. the problem is that my setting arrangement at the hall ... i seat the last two from behind.. and i cant see anything infront me.. dan aku semakin tuli..

hemmm.. ily.

Great teacher and good students of the Year.. :)

OUR BIOLOGY TEACHER.. Miss Nurul..
and PTP Teacher.. ily

lalalalalalaa

errmmm... idon't know what to type here... i need to read history.. next two day im having history exam.. tapi.... i dont have the mood.. belajar mesti ada mood..

im searching for my cat.. but i cant find her.. huh! what a day. today in alone di rumah.. shesss! im badly in bored situation.. talking about bore.. i remember once whwn my history teacher said " Bowring Treaty is Boring" and all of the class laugh and she did know what is she talking about.. hoooohhhh,,, i gonna miss that teacher... and onee more story to share and im out of here.. during my BM 1 exam.. all of my class mates busy reading the format for these compo and so on.. then one of my teacher pass by.. and said " BM 1 pun di baca kah...." she smile and went away.. she my Biology teacher.. i love her.. and now im out of here.. ily.

Siti Nur Emilia and Nurul Kamaliah..

nothing more than this two girl that always besides me when i was in trouble.. both very supportive.. and idk what to say more..
But the situatuion different now.. emilia was far from me now.. but it doesnt mean our relation is over.. she call and she share.. ilove her..
Kamaliah.. she near me.. but one thing i need to understand that she got to had her friend with her when i was not beside her.. whatever i love her too..

Before we used to hangout together..? where? emilia homie and of course The Mall.. but time can change everything.. only memory that will last forever.. i love you guys..

my soulmate..

Since i m joblesssssss... First i want to introduced you my soulmates...

at no one photo is Hajah Suza Nurul Afiah.. She love debate and good in Malay Language than anyone else... The bad habit about her that she is a lazy person among thee soulmates.. her hobbie? she love princess A'RO'RA.. for me eventough, she always said soomething badly about me or whatever.. she still mmy friends.. that the use of friend to know who you are really were.. ily suza.

at no two photo is me. a got npthing to say here.. adios..

at no three photo is Fatin Atikah Latif. She the smarter and also the understanding.
love to share her problem with me and very help ful person. For me she an OKEY person to be friend with.. The bad thing about fatin is that she afraid of ghost really badly... ily.

at no four photo is Dk. Najah Damia'. the smarter too and very creative young lady. she also the very social friend i had.. relly into faiq, robbert patinsson and also megan fox. love ben ten. very understanding friend. without her, the group will be very quiet.. there so much about her to say.. but i dont want to wasting my energy.. :).. ily.

the last person i want to share is Hijatul Hidayah. MY beautiful young lady.. she is funny and also very faithfull person.. what i like about her is that she is very a good listener.. the bad thing bout her? i dont know yet.. that what i need to find guess.. ily.

ReTest.

Before im received the news..

i woke up late today, around 12am in the morning.. i was woke up by the smell of Nasi Katok. oh! thank you. ihate the smell, VERY. but to eat it.. very delicious. My mun plan to go to Miri again today.. i dont mean again.. i mean every saturday. as usual my dad have to take care of me and my brother at home.. but ead of him.. my sister in charge.. However, she had a plan with her'New Boyfriend.. i guess he is not bad looking or have bahd habit at all.. well, he already on or in the lists, MY DAD 'S LIST. i know it when my dad officially shared story about the guy he met at house yesterday..

I watching The A-Team and Jonah Ex today.. both movie was really cool.. Never tought about it..meanwhille my brother told me that My Chemistry O'Level Exam was to be retest.. that really effing.. i dont know where he find out about the news... but beleve me.. my brothers know everything in just 5 mins. when i reserch it in Brudirect... WOW! he right! i hate when he is right.. the news say that one of the privet school had begin the exam early..than what had been inform.. cursed the school!if i ve to retest my Chemistry paper..

Well its not the student to be blame but the school or the teacher.. they should have known this could be happen.. i hate read through the chemistry notes and thick text book.. From here i wish the goverment didnt suggest all school in brunei to retest the Chemistry paper.. or else all students in brunei cursed the moe. not our fault to cursed it just the matter of fair and unfairness... LOVE U.

me.

when i hear song from Demi Levato.. in a click i remember i havent post my photo to thee blog, and im officially show you how i look like..

HUGE THANK YOU.

Since i still breathing, i dont have the oppurtinity to say Thank tou to those who have gave gift that help me to remmember you.. Thank you.

im back?

since my last post, i dont have time to post another... being in form five is effing.. praise to my holiday i post again. This month and next... is my BGCE O'Level.. what i have to do again and again i s open and close my book.. ive done six paper.. what i can tell is, its not easy being a sci student.. and yadayadayda...

Now, i spend my time wathing movie and NOW im watching AMITYVILLE OF HORROR(2OO6).. Ever heard about it?? The most hunted home sweet home.. I cant spend time on book everyday.. didnt i?? cursed you smart people...kidding.

i ve told you what i need to tell.. so THE END. LOVE U.

today

di sebalah kuu ada urang ngintu...

bichi.

oh. today teacher faizah birthday. dan tadi jua aku kna diri kn rah menglait square. ngek. benci sungguh ku akan diri mu. dan today emm. not much. i hate these day. off.

Holiday is come to end.

Today, sekulah sodah, tp aku tidak sekolah , pasal aku damam..*no lie* so apanah aku buat?? Heehe. Aku buat notes dpn pintu, and say 'ma aku inda sekolah, deman. P.s . Jgn ketuk pintu. Qilah' hahaha. Kes malas mahu dgr bunyi ketukan pintu awal pagi lah tu. So, aku buat hw jd dirumah. .yg alum tersiap. I text fatin and she said ada hw lg. Oh thanks you. That its what i want. Oh wel. I miss dorang. And i hate admath. Belum siap. I want to start my prayer on april. Insyallah. Bye.

aku realised dan sedar. . gerr

bru ku realised aku makin malas.. ani yang aku ingau ne.. ol my friend rajin. aku nganya mls ani. aku realised since aku dtg sekolah petang ja. . pagi nada ku dtg. .*oh.tidak* i hate my self yang semakin malas ini. . i want my old me. me. nuraqilah. peles. aku mahu jd aqilah yang msa darjah 6 dahulu. .rajin. .and kuat berusaha. what happen now. . what happen to my aims these year. oh. god. kami ada o level exam waa. hem. im so worried..

EARTH HOUR

Today . Earth hour. And all member in our energy club kesekolah,, and also the photograhy club. Dan saya on the way kesekolah. . 2 saja yg ku risau kn, nada dgn ku and ea akn gelap. Aku ane inda plg takut gelap nganya aku tkt when i at a strange place mcm di sekolh. Huhuhu. . Bye.

Holiday.

Thursday! ! Last day of school. . . . Wonder apa kan dibuat time cuti. . . Hemm~ and im addictedd to upin and ipin sudah' hemmm. . . .bye!

jobless

aku.. diirumah damia with suza. hmm.. meresearch kh apa ne kami ah... hmmmmm.... tpi part yang siuk main lapy sii hajah ah.. hahaha.. sii hajah nyuruh membuat kaja.. a... au membuat saya ne.. hahahah tekrang..aku rindu damia di siring ku ae.. hem *resah eh*. kagi lagi ku medagar suara nya menyanyi kau speechless a.. hemmm... bila ta kan pandai shut shut ya.. hemmmm...suza dpn ku membuat bio sambil memegang mirror di dapan mata .. catik tu atanya.he *joke* aku jolesss very jobess sayanggggggg!!!! i miss fati atikah.. i love you mata tynn... eventhough aku tahu kau inda baa blog ku...*sigh&sad* bah. bye. selamat tingal...

o_0''

letih. aku sungguh letih. buat essay. admaths dan history. ngek bnr. today mamy kemiri ambil buah. * as usual* aku tinggal dirumah. aku masak sendiri! aku masak corn beef!! hahaha. sodap!! pandai jua aku masak rupanya! haha * bangga! * ok. aku liat histeria.wow! inda membari takut. -.- . . im waiting for damia to rep my wall. . -.- . . and im waiting my cat to come - my bed. . * meow meow' * off. bye.

bodo..

homework -.- . . one thing aku benci pasal hw. . is inda siap. yes. tidak siap. -.- . bodo. *setan pergi jauh!!* . . and we(i) was(were) told by teacher (?) aku tidak dapat ambil june .eff! . but its ok . . rather than membayar around 100+ . .and i failed my june.. i know my mum karing. . im also tell my mum.. and she said its up to you if it would help you on my november. . so i decide to answer NO. . . ok. BYE.

big thumbs up!

chechi' muhd harith iskandar today is out of he's mood. padanss muka. . haaha. so rude.. other way around my niece nur sara batrisya sodap2 tidur. oh yeah' i love you my niece * BIG HUGGS! AND KISS * ANYWAY di sekolah tadi.. pe' as usual. . pe lah.. new thing i guess.. volley ball.. aku net'oh yes net.. english -.- tottallyy out of my brain.. im in the other world. yes. other world.. witch world.. fantasy world. fairy tale. oh yes. *stop me* . .chemistry. oh thanks. nada chemist.. i love you.. *again kiss huggs you!* maths. eff. got zero on my third exercise. thanks alot ;DD.. I LOVE YOU.. admaths,, normal.. today i got my new time table. EFF. ADA 3 PERIOD ON 3-SCI -.- .. bodo. yadadadadadadadadadad.. now 6 20 di sekolah jerudong.. ada orang main bola.. HmM.. WAVE.WAVE.WAVE. GENTALMAN!! *hahaha birah!* what am i doing di sekolah rendah jerudong? my abangsh ter cinta' taking school at night. wow! mcm vampire' you know what i mean? i love to one of them to! like the character i read on book. you know! darren shan! marked! and all that stuff.. hahaha.*makin menjadi jadi*..byebye. besok mamy kemiri again. ambil buah. *sigh* aku terpaksa tingal cos buat hw and revised work. -.- . . eff. di rumah aku boleh mahen game di laptop. yes laptop. not mine. my brother. yes my brother.. saya punya belum sampai. tungu setahun g bru sampai.. * shit!eff* heh' azan maghrib dah. ok. off. bye bye. wave. wave.

Oh yeah. Hujan.

Today and yesterday hujan. Oh yeah, hujan.. Sajuk jua. Banjir kan sekolah pelesss. :) * cabul bana'* shit. I havent done my homework! And now is 12 04 am.. -.- . Nanti subuh tah menyiap kan ;).. Bored. Im effing bored. Eff you. Mamy and dady kemiri. As usual ambil durian. Di kabun nini di kg selanyau bekenu miri ada tumbuh durian.. Especially di kabun nini ku tersayang. Mwah to nini. Nyum.nyum. Sodap. Durian kenyalang itu eh. Nyum nyum durian putih. . Suddenly.. Anak buah ku ter cinta muhd harith iskandar dan dyg nur sara' batrisya datang kerumah.. -.- .. Wosh. Aman eh rumah jadi nya. Makin tia ku nada mood membuat hw. Hell. Eff. -.- . And now.. Im thinking. . . . . . . . Im thinking. . . . . . . . Im thinking. . . . . . . . Im thinking. . . . . . . . Im thinking. . . . . . . . Im thinking. . . . . . . . Tommoro english! Eff you english! Arrggh!! -.- . . . . And now im getting slow and slow~. . . . EEFFFFF~...

hei! wrong grammer ! haa. 'like i' . .

we friend like we had met 5year! after all its only 6 day(s). do u understand what i want to tell you(reader)?? haaha. me with my OBBD friends boys and girls have help each other during the course, support, communicate, teamwork and lean our hand and shoulder when he/she fall. ive never experience that moment before when i was at school or BRUNEI to be sure. and yeah what is our activity during the course? wait for my new paragraph (;.

cry like a baby! brave like a warrior and strong like a love between romeo and juliet.

and i was cry cry! they gave me a damn! im the only girl in my course. however after several day(s) at OBBD , it kinda fun. what is OBBD? Outward Bound Brunei Darussalam. where? TEMBURONG ;). there we mixed up with thee singaporean kadet'. at first i was trying to figure out how can i 'suit' to them? yeah, you know ' they speak english well' even im in sci-class have-no-perfect-english *which u can see that* things not i like expect- S.H.Happened

on 11 december o9

guess what happened on that date? *senyum leber!* its was my OBBD COURSE!! very excited and sad ;( cos' i gona leave my belove- mummy n dady.. :( . then all stuff done! beg done! me? done! shoe done! and it was time to go to our check point at jeti kianggeh where ol the course bomba were waiting! ;D. THEN 10 MINS LATER! my eyes was licking! then my mum sent me to thee' enchi' saying that 'oh~anie rupanya bini2 yg sorang ani' AND i was SHOCKED!